S-HERYL'S {BLOG} <33

2008-11-26T16:08:00.001+08:00

www.redvibes.blogspot.com

2008-10-13T12:49:00.001+08:00

I've moved out of here , might come bck thou .

Mail me for my new blog link .

2008-10-07T12:47:00.000+08:00

I suddenly missed the girlfriends soo much .

2008-10-02T13:50:00.000+08:00

The world's crashing dwn on me .
& i've got nth to lose nw

2008-09-30T12:24:00.004+08:00

I think its a little too dusty here so i decided to start typing again . Maybe a whole lot of junk till you get sick of reading and close this page after 4 lines or so . Things changed so tremendously during the days i was'nt blogging & ya .. i used to hide evrything unhappy in my heart but now not anymore . I dont knw where to begin or even to explain . Ellen is no longer in the grp , for good ? I dont know either . We've gone so far & evrything . If only for a quarrel that both parties do not wna give in , its ovr . Generally , its fucking ovr in a split second . Maybe you girls will regret in future for the minute of anger & not wanting to back dwn that sacrifices a friendship . Whatvr , the lesson learnt at the end of the day is cherish . One simple word that makes the world goes round and round and until nw , many still neglect the importance of this word .

So 4 & still gng on strong .

The girlies are waiting for me to finish my O'levels and it'll be endless party nights & alcohol . I'm so gna pester mom for a bottle of chivas to celebrate the end of my examinations . I think i'm mad but i dont wanna celebrate my fcking 17th birthday this year . Because i am 17 and not 18 yet so there's nth to be happy bout and to celebrate . HAHAHA , whatvr . Nobody wants t celebrate fr me anw except my precious 3 darling girls & ellen .

I'm browsing thru my msn contacts & wow i do have quite a large circle of friends . I dont knw but i feel vry touched , there's just a vry warm feeling in my heart or hw u even describe it evrytime a friend i havent talked to for a long time tells me hw much he/she misses me & wna see me soon . At least i knw i mean something to someone . Hah , xoxo to evryone reading this .

2008-09-18T12:27:00.002+08:00

Because you knw me too well ,
so you took me fr granted .

Is that so ? hah , i guess so .

Happy bday mom (:
& will be away fr my family chalet .

So.. i hope to be bck with pics !

Another month to Olevels .
Another month to Freedom .
Another month to my birthday .

ANOTHER WEEK TO BRANDEN BROTHER'S BDAY .

2008-09-15T10:21:00.000+08:00

Me & the loot of the day

I was in a rush to pick B up frm cdc and forgot to complete my shopping list with CL solution & Facial wash . I am almost done my list of facial products and i'm gng shopping alone prolly later ? Ellen has been a grt company today , luv ya girl .

Reminder to self ( ! ) : Dont ovrspend !

2008-09-14T22:21:00.002+08:00

This is hw my lantern festival ended , sweetly .

I'm nt gonna ask for more than what i've got nw .

B , i love you.

2008-09-14T09:39:00.004+08:00

This is not a place i could pen dwn personal feelings & thoughts . My mind would be my most loyal diary . I've been hiding in the nutshell of my crib for 2 days already . & its the longest time throughout this year . I didnt surf much , let alone talk to people online . It was just me lazing in bed , thinking . I just couldnt get myself out of what's bothering me . Prolly it hurts too much t describe . I dont like to share anymore . Nobody gives me a constuctive and a totally-not-hurtful advice. So , its best i struggle alone . I'm really glad i've got true friends i can count on . People i will not mention but knw it themselves . Its a quiet and boring weekend . After this entry , i'm hiding under blankets again .

Happy mooncake festival !?!

2008-09-07T10:31:00.014+08:00

Baby's 18 Birthday :

Evrything planned went out vry smoothly . Except for the fact i had to wake up so early just to get evrything done . Anyway , Baby ! I hope you enjoyed yourself and like the Cookie , the perfume and the neoprints bcos i liked them vry much . HAHAHA ~

2.30pm we took a cab dwn to cineleisure to catch the movie Sassy Girl at 3pm . My lazy bf just wanted to slp longer . It was a bad hair day for me after lazing in bed when i alrd gt ready . Okay whatevr , the movie was'nt vry vry funny when its supposed to be a romance comedy shw . We went t take Neoprints after so many months of whining !! Took our time to Marina Sq & to Pariss for dine dine . It took us 2 hrs plus for us to finish the dinner . Longest dinner i evr had .

& THEN ..

calls and texts frm J.yang & co. wanting t go to kbox .

& SO ..

We went bck t punggol , collect the cake & met them at 10pmish to dwn twn east . & now i knw Boys are also vry petty , just like girls . Had so so so much fun with them because they are all VRY FUNNY , ( even funnier than the shw earlier on ). My virgin experience of hearing them sing was nt that bad , not disappointing . && I felt so relieved after hearing evryone say the cake i got frm awfully chocolate is vry nice . Bi's crib @ 4am or 5 ? Cant rmb . & Nw , pictures .

(Click this to enlarge )

I like this photo because they all smiled randomly .

2008-09-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

Omg omg omg , this is my new craze . Its Yogurt Icecream ! Given Chocolate and peanuts t dip . Bf dumped me at home and went out w/ his friends on a friday . Isn't it suppose to be TGIF ? Screw this . No more TGIF for me . I randomly met ppl today. Xinyu Bff & Bren baobei . I'm so addicted t the channel 8 9pm shw . Thats kinda absurd . Home-y girl after 9pm .

2008-08-31T21:39:00.001+08:00

I'm totally on a lost track of time . I could'nt rly rmb anything better than looking forward to the nxt day . Rainy days didnt bring our moods dwn . Derek gt us transport , Sexy red lil thing . Plaza singapura for lunch , Bugis for Pool , Bugis strt for fooood again ( dinns ) , Cineleisure & Punggol Marina for boozing . I'd my emotions on a rollercoaster . I like the swing swing in punggol marina . I want to go prawning because the prawns are extremely huge . I want to start learning hw to enjoy tiger beer althou it sucks big time .

2008-08-30T10:35:00.000+08:00

Family dinner @ Hougang . Mom was ubberr nice that day to send me ovr to Compass point t meet Wanqi love and Brandon buddy . Lingered & walked ovr t look for bf & co. The night was rly swt when we could spill our hearts out during the walk & Brandon gt us in fear as it was the closing day of the ghost festival . Slacked until it was 1amish before heading home . Wanqi love came ovr to my crib . Laughed , talked , crapped , had a hard time staying awake & making a fool out of ourselves . We even dug the neoprints we took 4 years ago . Yes love , its a secret btween us alright ! I'll promise to keep that book safely till we both grw old . She left @ 5am after sneaking puffs and finally i could dive under my blankets ! (:

2008-08-29T11:43:00.002+08:00

Happy Teachers Day ' 08
(Image heavy post )

To the best form teacher , thank you for your patience & evrything you covered up for us . Sry for always causing you troubles & making you worry . You're like a second mother to us . Although we dread getting phone calls frm you for not attending schl , but you mean so much to us ! (:

Mrs Lau H.P

You've watched us grown up since sec 3 . You're like a friend , a good friend that nvr uses your status to weigh us dwn . For the disruptive times in class , you've got no choice but still bear with it ! (:

Mrs Ow Yong

Vry funny , but vry lame sometimes. Hate your stupid class tests & all . Love the subject you're teaching . Although you look so vry fierce sometimes , but i know you'll close one eye too .

Mr Shanmugam

Hate mathematics , dislike you vry vry much . You always give us nvr ending of mathematics lessons & remedials . Flood us with worksheets & all . But you're vry funny because we get to disturb you .

Mr Choo

I walked up to him on teacher's day & said : Mr low , happy teachers day although i didnt do your prelim paper . HAHA . I'm glad you didnt scold me after so many years of disappointment frm me . Sorry but i still cannot get the fundamental of chemistry .

Mr Stephen Low

My history started to pick up after you taught us . You always go on the extra mile to help us over and above your job scope requirement . Thank you for all the treats although we've only been taught by you for afew months .

Mr Philip Tan

Yadayada , like a big brother . vry annoying ~~at times~~ / All the time i mean . So like i went up to him with Liqun and said : Teacher , happy teachers day but you suck man . I'm glad i knw you cos i gt an extra person to disturb . But nvr belittle my history knowledge.

Mr Edwin Tan

Like you vry much because you dont force me to do PE . And you look vry ugly in this photo but too bad ! (:

Mr Fadli

To the history teacher that we'll always remember . Although you're in china now but , HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY !

Mr Stanley Tan

2008-08-27T13:41:00.008+08:00

(2) 7th Monthsery :

7 Things - Miley Cyrus

Probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothin's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

Chorus

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you
Oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
You hair, your eyes, your old levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

( I realise i aint important to you at all . Because after so much i've done fr u , you dont seem to appreciate anymore. & sometimes i feel like crying out loud and not let the melancholy feeling brew in my heart any further . Its tough to keep evrything t yourself. I'm unhappy , unhappy , unhappy )

2008-08-26T12:27:00.001+08:00

Hello Chemistry , You know me But I dont know you .

Had Chemistry & Mathematics paper today . Karen & i just wasted 1 hour and 15 mins of our lifes by staring at chemistry . Finally got to see Wanqi love after so many weeks . We had talks till the sun set , the rain stopped & the moon is up . I hate goodbyes but we headed home at 12am .

Piece piece PEACE .

I'm glad i've got you guys ,
Wanqi , Weixin , Simin , Ellen , Karen , Liqun.

2008-08-25T18:53:00.000+08:00

Ellen's Chalet ( 24/08/08 ) :

Awful day with a hell lot of feelings choked inside me . Supposed t meet the girls for dinner but i went without food . Night time was better with drinks and probably got dizzy after the drinks & Justin sent me home (:

( 25/08/08 ) :

Went ovr t downtown east again after i finished my prelims . Made so much plans but laziness overcame evrything . Kite flying , Bowling & Cycling were cancelled . Had dinner dinner & bck to punggol to rot with Weixin & Justin after baby left for his drums .

2008-08-22T14:29:00.003+08:00

Prelims are going on . Did English paper & Socialstudies already . Vry pleased with myself . Imma out with Karen sis nw . Sooooo there.

To hell with you , imbecile bitch.
Dont make a fool out of yourself anymore .
You are just plainly childish (:

2008-08-21T15:14:00.002+08:00

20.08.2008 ,

Evrybody started telling me yst was a gd day with a beautiful date . Skipped schl as usual for ample rest and sleep . Days are drawing nearer to the upcoming big thing in my life , O'levels. Might nt be typing rly often but will still make time for it . I've got so much to say but i'm nt letting it all out here .

Six days to our 7th monthsery .
Fiftyseven days to O'levels .
Sixteen days to Baby's 18 birthday.

& Uncountable days of happiness with you.

2008-08-17T15:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 9TH BIRTHDAY TO SISTER (:
you're horrible but i love you .

2008-08-16T21:04:00.001+08:00

Gf weixin's bday celebration supposingly @ 3pm but delayed till 6pmish . Justin came ovr t punggol t pick me and baby up before leaving for plaza sing . Baby made me vry happy with the rly cute chocolate candy which tasted so nice . Dinner @ Fish & co first with the bday cake . Thereafter it was just rotting till midnight .

Sometimes , i wonder .

2008-08-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

Last minute thing t the night safari ! I'm xtra excited bout gng is because the last time i've been there was when i was a toddler . We took a cab t mandai & gt in time for the animal shw . It was definately entertaining . Walking in the dark was'nt that scary . I'm always vry impatient and walking far away frm baby. He just love t stand at a spot for a VRY long time , no kidding . The animals are so different frm what we see in the zoo . I'm definately visiting them the second time after O's as i havent finished treking safari . Tired and energy drained . B's crib aftermath .

2008-08-14T14:00:00.004+08:00

Family dinner was vry bad last night . Sucked totally . After sucha long self proclaimed holiday , i've returned bck t school yesterday . & I missed schling today again . HAHA ~

I cant wait for the weekends t come , Night Safari ( Maybe! ) Gf birthday celebration ( Definately ) Sister's birthday celebration ( Unwillingly ) .

I miss you baby (:

Oh , So What Do You Want Now Uh Huh ?

2008-08-12T13:25:00.000+08:00

Gave schl a miss & took a cab dwn t the airport with the girls to send Mr Stanley Tan off . We'll all miss you ! We had lunch @ Tampines mall , walked ard and bck t sengkang again . Reached home vry early @ 3.30 pm and dived into the blankets . Didnt get t see him for 2 days & i thought missing him was vry terrible . So there , i'm owing 2 letters of excuse for nt attending schl .

2008-08-11T12:29:00.000+08:00

Met bff for shopping in the early afternoon & bck t sengkang t slack again . I hate hate macdonalds but i've gt no choice because the horrible people just enjoy indulging into mac .

Ivan , Ronald & Xinyu , If you guys see this . Stop eating Mac evrytime !

Surpised once i got home . Baby left me mini baby at my place . She's the reason why i got so grouchy during national day & nw its mine (: Thank you baby , i could hardly digest what happened within sucha short time . Ty so much , ily.

Mother of 2 , now .

2008-08-10T12:08:00.002+08:00

I so wanna ditch Blogger for Livejournal . I used to have so much to type in the past . Now i no longer could find the right words to say . I would say my life's close to perfection nw except that i need a little more motivation to come along . Friendships are on the right track . Love & i so much more in love nw after so much we've gone thru . I'm just lacking motivation to get my studies started .

Happy National's Day . Had a magnificant view of the fireworks yst w baby . Felt vry grouchy somehw but he made things better . I contradict alot even when i'm grumpy . Camera died on me for the vry first time yesterday . But its okay because you actually missed the beautiful fireworks when busy taking photographs .

2008-08-06T15:43:00.002+08:00

Okay i am sick . vry sick . Was unwell for the past few days and stubborn me does not want to visit the doctor so i actually stoned the entire last night coughing non stop . The main reason for insomnia is definately bcos of love . Worries are always part of missing him . Nvr had i been so much in love before , maybe because he's a vry different guy apart from the previous i had . So yah , speaking about love evry nw and then is because i do not want to rant hw boring and stupid school life is . Y'knw , its just 2 months more and i'm officially out of that damn school . Seriously , i wonder why many ppl say secondary school life are oh so awesome and cherish them when you see your friends graduating and making new friends at poly and describing hw great life is there . Secondary schools are nvr nvr great in my opinion esp when i'm stuck in a ( often being condemned ) school . Life is as per normal even thou its the seventh month and mom has constantly been nagging about the late night outings . Olevels in 73 days , gotta dig into books .

I rly love th way you adore me .
baby call me crazy , but i'm really so in love w you.
Suppose i nvr evr met you ,
What would life even be for me ?

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we’ll give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong…

2008-08-04T17:12:00.003+08:00

Little thoughts do wonders

Currently , Blank brain & empty mind . There are so many songs playing in my head , evry single one tied with indelible memories i'ld nvr forget . Definately memories of only my current love , someone i'll nvr leave . Its the beautiful moments we started t shw interest back again t each other , times when i dread leaving his sight after a tired day out , and of cos evrything that he said before struck me once i listen to love songs . Nobody could forsee the future , i'll nvr knw what would happen in future . For evry little swt moment that takes your breathe away would be memories that stick t you for life . Baby , you definately took my breathe away the vry first second we gt back tgether. Althou 6 months is nt a vry long period of time , happy moments are so much that words can nvr be used to describe . I always believed that sincerity is the way to let your bf feel loved . More t come

2008-08-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

Was supposed t watch money not enough 2 on friday but due t the bad communication btween gfs , we were nt in time to catch that show . But the night ended rly sweet w the rly crazy laughters & nonsense . So , hid in the shell on saturday spending time with thoughts & finally sunday with a better planned outing for money not enough 2 . (: Sundays are nvr too gd for outings bcos the nxt day is a school day . * Ty baby for being there always & w/ the endless pamperings and love. Small gestures will do to draw a smile on my face .

2008-08-01T14:24:00.003+08:00

I've always neglected the importance of how much he weigh in my heart & didnt put a thought to it till i realise sometimes i'm more or less a little too verbally harsh on him . And because i didnt shw hw i really felt made him thought he meant nth t me . You may nt take it to heart , maybe you think its a joke , but the other party often feel bad bout it . I've t start controlling my act-without-thinking character . Often got me stuck in a mess . I deserve it . I'll make changes t salvage evrything thats still in control .

So today is the start of ghost festival and also a new month ahead . Ghost festival definately contributed alot t global warming & already the heat is terrible . I need a convenient transport .
I also yearn for a pleasant august . I hope its a enjoyable weekend .

2008-07-30T16:41:00.002+08:00

Baby , i miss everything about you .
x0x0 , w/ lots of love & even more love .

2008-07-27T12:20:00.010+08:00

182 Days / 6th Monthsary :

For people who dread seeing our happiness , den close this page immediately .
Chocolates w/ love , Sushi for lunch as a belated celebration . & Ikea , Eastcoast & Thomson w/ the I.P.I.M.L ( important ppl in my life ) on sunday .It was a great night out , movie this friday . Trying to contain the anticipation . So xtra apologises fr the constant slow updates .

H.J.Y.W

2008-07-24T12:08:00.002+08:00

Bff accompanied me get my stuffs @ Hg Mall and thereafter we went were practically rotting away . Sharing seats , Making me laugh & making her drench in the rain . A'lright , Elaboration excluded .

2008-07-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

Lunch @ Hk Cafe w/ baby . Could'nt get enough of the savoury taste of the soup . Went hunting for another new baby but to no avail , i havent lay my eyes on any cute plushie yet . Rushed home t' send help ovr to gfs but there was no trace of appreciation . Went ovr for mini hearty talks w/ Wanqi love & bi's home thereafter . Hectic day ? not , its worthwhile .

2008-07-22T12:54:00.000+08:00

I'm gna pester later . Nvr go overboard pestering , i've my limits & i know you'll give in to me right baby? Left my camera untouched for quite sometime . Should , should be putting to good use again . Took a day off frm school . Unfortunately nightmares woke me up , almost in tears again . Reality could nvr had been better . Ok , nuff . I am leaving crib in no time & lucks to me in successful pesters .

Self check , no work done .

2008-07-20T12:20:00.002+08:00

Hah , overdued again . I finally got some time to load photographs . I've got a love-hate thing for my crib . Just when i got comfy in my couch , i so much feel like gng out for a puff or maybe two and maybe not return cribby so early again . Okay , contradicting but thats hw life is . Felt better after confessing my sin on taking out my anger at yang on his birthday . Okay , sorry & happy birthday . Very annoyed with mosquitoes , they would only bite me & leave my friends alone . Probably , i should start getting even more aggressive .

M.L.F.D.R

me love me love me love .

prays that sunday wont be spent meaninglessly

2008-07-19T14:52:00.003+08:00

Overdued prints

About a week ago ? Or maybe two ?

Feelings are choking my mind & its hard to even take an extra breather . It has been a consecutive saturday that i've actually planted myself home . Its hard to pen down feelings because you know its indescribable . Sometimes i wonder ..

N - ee - wei , its realllly tough to act as if nothing happened in front of everybody and smiling when deep down its hurting you badly . Love , bii nmw.

2008-07-18T14:21:00.002+08:00

Now i finally realised how magicial being optimistic is . I know there are definately things that would both make your day or wreck yours but often i would let take the majority of emotion and conclude it whether its a good day or a ruined one . So even if the day was bad , definately something somewhere would make u feel better but ppl just took it for granted as they are overwhelmed with negative emotions within them to stop them from being positive . I think i've gone overboard letting out my anger on my friends & dearest recently . Now , its positive time & definately i've got my day adjusted right . Bye , its a friday !! (:

Y'know bii , I'll always love you & you'll always be part of me .

2008-07-16T20:34:00.003+08:00

Think i've started to miss typing in here after missing out the way i used to track memories . I'm not used to typing with someone beside me , besides i've not been a home-y girl recently so i've nvr really got the time to spend with my computer . Needa do some recollection of what really did impact on my life recently . Its just long school hours that wear me out totally . Alright , dooodles .

2008-07-13T11:06:00.002+08:00

Met up with qi and mong for retail therapy in town .
Saturday was amazingly boring , seriously .
Today would be a better day i guess , right ?

This is just temporary because i know time past so fast that you wont have the time to realise things that happened just yesterday is already gone . So , O'levels in another 98 days i guess & it'll be over in 3 months time . Out of the school and social life will pick up again . Next big thang in my life , girlfriend's bday again. I cant wait for it obviously .

To do list :
( note to self )

Do neccessary school work .
Choke up wardrobe
G factor plunge
SMILE (:

2008-07-12T14:03:00.003+08:00

Today the world crashes down on me. Why must it always be on weekends that i feel melancholy ? My weekends are nvr beautiful .

2008-07-09T14:29:00.005+08:00

Time has been passing too fast for me to realise i actually havent typed for 1 week . Fatigue still lingers in me and i doubt it'll leave me for the time being . Its only noon and i am feeling lethargic . Havent been a home girl for quite some time already . I'm rushing for time now , out of my crib .

2008-07-03T21:07:00.002+08:00

Its time to change my usual habits , reliance and routine , right ? Sometimes the easiest are actually the hardest . Memory failure . Cant remember what i planned to do earlier on . Needa do major restocking again . I'm starting to fantasize and yearn over the beyond again . Its hw true that i could actually afford it within my means BUT keeping yourself restrained from over splurging is very difficult . Ever since the start of the new school term , i've contracted fatigue, deadly one .

2008-07-02T17:20:00.004+08:00

Good deed today but not a very happy one . Comforting yourself , struggling with decision making takes alot of effort and brain juices . I exactly know what to do but i cant help when mind controls the body from doing the latter . Positive thinking always help but negatives comes in within a split second . The best things dont last & nobody needs to be reminded of it . Cherishing is always important . Its one last glimpse and its time to bid goodbye . Its nvr too late to realise the importance of every minute ticking away . The truth is i cant help but feel disheartened .

2008-06-30T14:49:00.003+08:00

This should be the very first time an affinity comes in so smoothly without neglecting my darling girlfriends . Its good to have time management and a healthy balance btween friends & love. Its even sweeter when i've actually new found many more close friends that i could trust entirely . I consider this as my boyfriend's effort and nothing could describe how much i adore him . For now , i devote all my time to him because i know he would nvr let it all go to a waste . I used to get very bothered by trival matters and i spend my entire mind & time on it . I finally got rid of it for the time being , hope it stays . Everything for you , xoxo .

(!!) : I 've got a new distraction that would vry much be making me sidetrack further more . Upload pictures of it later (:

(!!!) If you only want to know & not concern , Dont ask .

2008-06-29T09:16:00.006+08:00

Had been sidetracking quite abit and i know i should'nt have . Time to put it to a stop . Biology test is tomorrow , not ready for it yet & surfing the net serves as a distraction to me . Gotta set more time for school work now and focus . Focus , yes easy to spell hard to live up to its meaning . Anyway , You Dont Mess With The Zohan is a fab show ! Its damn hilarious , couldn't get enough of it . Its also time to catch up with the films i've missed recently . I miss B !

2008-06-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

Loving this spot currently . The first week of school has finally ended with the sweetest friday , ok not so sweet but its our 152 days together , 5th month . On a side note , i dislike how phone calls constantly come in without any important conversations to make esp When I Am Sleeping . Its how annoying it gets when you get disturbed rudely from your sleep and worse still , its not a important call . Ok , nuff said . Just leave me a text in future unless its important . Back to point , its time to dig into books again . Its good to realise its weekends today .

Its because i love the smell on you and your willow pillow reminds me of my comfort zone . xoxo , bi .

2008-06-25T11:50:00.004+08:00

I'VE BEEN DOWN ON LUCK RECENTLY . Nothing turns out well & things are going the wrong way . But come to think of it , i think i'm too blessed to have my girlfriends listening and being there for me 24/7 and a precious boyfriend whom adores me . So nothing gets too worse with them around . Its just a period of lacking of luck , right ? and sleep ..

2008-06-22T20:59:00.002+08:00

Trip to the zoo was great & i'd nvr fail to whine when the sun sets and the day's ending soon . I would say the day with the company of girls would be perfect if nobody takes their own sweet time . Dinner @ east coast made my day because the cockles got us stuck in a dirty mess . Sometimes , its how much it seems to be unconvincing that i'd actually have such sweet and bitchy darlings that nvr brks my heart , not even once .

2008-06-21T20:37:00.002+08:00

I just could'nt resist the thought of owning a whole lot of pretty bangles. I've nvr lost interest in attractive accessories before , heart for it has always been growing fonder . I liked saturday because i've finished my part on replacing the bangles i've misplaced . Love my new pieces , its time for hunting of necklaces . Chuling's a darling everytime ,nvr fail to cheer me up .

2008-06-20T18:48:00.004+08:00

Now i begin to realise i should start managing my own time and spending it fruitfully . Its true how time passes so quickly when you're digging into your own activities and ran out of time enjoying the whats gone minutes ago . But i dread spending time meaningfully , because it also means do something you dont like . I learn that i'd rather dig into my affairs and not study . hah , nuff' said . Guess i'll have my own time now , with wanqi love .

2008-06-19T10:56:00.003+08:00

~~Restock my cosmetics~~ , ~~Walk the dogs~~ , ~~Play with bubbles~~ , Zoo trip with girlfriends , Watch Kungfu panda , Start to save cash , ~~Home cook soup~~ , xoxo hugs and cuddles , Restock wardrobe , Replace missing accessories , Phone Wanqi & weixin , ~~fall the second time~~

More to do , yet to come .

Speaking about the last , i've nvr been so clumsy before . I fell the second time someday ago , on the same bloody kneecap . But , i'm a happy injured girl . Because the minorities nvr bring me down . Its 3 more days to meeting up with gfs again .

2008-06-17T11:43:00.005+08:00

Had a great time at east coast park on sunday , Brought wounds home as a souvenir from eastcoast . (: Its the last week of holidays , enjoy it to the fullest !! Bye , out soon .

( edit edit )
I Miss Wanqi , Simin , Chuling !

2008-06-13T20:15:00.004+08:00

Today's black friday . And i've never believed that we'd be unlucky on this day . Now i do , so its time to start getting superstitious . bye

[Edit /]

Mood was a total wreck earlier on in the noon . Met up w/ too many randoms today . Ellen , Bren , Xiangyang & I dontknow who . Although it was reasonable to get attacked by mosquitoes at a park , i just dislike the itch . Love the night , the lake , the people , hate the park . Sometimes reminiscing at night is all what it takes to make you cry your hearts out . But it doesnt matter if your girlfriends are there 24/7 and we even hog onto the phone till 1 am .

2008-06-12T11:04:00.005+08:00

Japanese cuisine ( nvr get bored of em ) , Oreo baby , Wedding dinns , Shopping trip .

Trip to the zoo has changes made to it . Disappointment but , well . It should still be going on smoothly i suppose . Shopping had nvr been so rewarding for quite a period . Except that i forgot about tht zara top & left to meet gfs . If you were to ask my heartfelt thoughts , i'd say being together with the girls and at the same time having bf's company is how sweet life could be .

I wanna talk to somebody badly , my mom's just annoyed me . People like her just love to destroy the positive thoughts of how i feel about life .

2008-06-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

I've to get my body clock adjusted back to sg timing soon . Its been awhile since i slept early after so much of staying overs & late night outings . Had a hard time waking up to meet baby for breakfast as planned . Afterwhich is staying in and catching even more films .

2008-06-08T22:27:00.002+08:00

Decided on homemade lunch which turned out very good . Stayed in with baby and rented movies to watch , Mr woodcock & The gameplan . Love such heartwarming sundays , more to come ! Catching up with insufficent sleep ends the day , time to say bye .

This hectic week does really ends beautifully with the crazy blast till wee hours .
Lets just say , i cant wait for the zoo trip on sunday !

2008-06-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

This celebration could never had been better because its the best i had so far . Except for the part we had be doing roundings in the car for about an hour plus changing 3 destinations but at last we planted ourselves at Eastcoast's BFD to booze . The stupid pub closed at 2am & we went for supper ( food again ! ) . Ty bf for accompanying , its the craziest night ever . Justin , I super adore you cos you've got us transport .

So much for having fun , i've got dark eye rings in return .

( X0X0 ) Girlfriends !

2008-06-05T11:31:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night was traumatizing , i say . I dislike spiritual stories lingering in conversations esp at night . I hope i had some booze yesterday night to keep myself entertained . Although i had company with me , i just had the urge to hit sleeping mode . Was it just a nightmare ? I wished to be kept alone , somehow .

Happy 17th birthday Karen !(:

2008-06-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

Ke ai , Happy 17th birthday to you ! (:

I'll see you on friday okay ?

2008-06-02T11:12:00.000+08:00

I'm so back into talking on the phone again . Got hooked on the phone for many hours with Wanqi Love & Annie . Its always nice to update your currents with your girlfriend since we had the least time for outings . Wanqi's like migrated to bedok & its hard to even see her now . I'm looking forward to this friday , definately .

Sometimes , people are just easily displeased with the minor flaws others have . I should take time to get used to it & not getting bothered by it , right ?

2008-06-01T20:10:00.003+08:00

I've got my hair cut already . I knew i'll regret , well . I've gotta thank bren for always accompanying me . Thanks sweet heart !

2008-05-31T12:27:00.000+08:00

Shopping trip today was unrewarding . Brought a pair of aching legs back home . Now i know its always pleasing to be in your comfort zone , catching up with the radio playing and maybe rent vcds home as well ? I've got the urge to cut bangs again , should i ? I think i should

2008-05-30T22:57:00.001+08:00

I was out with bren today . I should'nt have went into SASA and getting myself into more trouble with perfumes . I'm going to whine so much now because i dont own Emporio armani diamonds .

Currently hooked onto the song , fall for you by Secondhand Serenade . Its the beautiful lyrics that made me repeat the song over & over again . Until another song comes in , it'll still be " fall for you " . HAHA

My cell's camera suck big time .

2008-05-29T10:21:00.001+08:00

You've got no choice but to agree with me she's fucking talented .

& I'm more than just impressed . She's a gorgeous little sweetie (:

2008-05-28T15:45:00.004+08:00

I'm currently deprived of food , sleep and also photographs . Could'nt stop whining about how boring my blog gets because i rant everytime . I think i successfully saved up some cash for the upcoming outings with all precious darlings . Its a choice between GSS and Girlfriends for me to spend the cash on . Actually , i've got no choice . How could i meet up with the girls without spending huh ? crap.. So i am waiting for bf to finish his lessons before we could have dinner together , he's always taking years .

Time to go ! (:

[EDITED/]

WTF ?! #$^#$@#
Why is sex in the city M18 ?!!

Met up with the boys again @ kovan , they're real jokers . Seriously , i could'nt get enough of their different silly personalities . I heart heart late outings like this , more to come huh ?

2008-05-27T10:43:00.003+08:00

Finally done with O level mother tongue paper yesterday . I brought cramps along to the examination hall . How nice uh ? I'm pampering myself to cakes later , i dont care . (: Off to bf's crib now , bye .

Oh and i miss the midnights in the neighbourhood .

2008-05-24T11:28:00.005+08:00

Specially for you , Simin :

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ! (:

I 'm sorry for delaying your birthday celebration due to my O levels , i'll see you soon alright ? (: I love you !

2008-05-23T22:33:00.001+08:00

Chinese O levels in 3 days time . I'm done with the chinese intensive lessons & totally sick of it . GSS starts today ! After so much of anticipation , its finally here ! I'll just hope the crowd does not turn me off . yada yada , its time for shopping girls !

2008-05-20T15:10:00.003+08:00

Tragedy after tragedy hit SEA , hope that no misfortunes would befall on singapore . Why vesak day's holiday dont last for a week or so ? Recieved the time table for june holidays today. Define the word holiday when u have to give up 2 weeks for school lessons .

( Freakishly true , for me . What about you ? )

2008-05-19T23:24:00.001+08:00

Its a lovely weekend spent with love . Staying over is always good but nothing beats dozing off in your own comfort zone . I could'nt sleep despite the hours of tossing around . Eyelids are very heavy , i'll nap first before uploading some images .

Doodles , xoxo .
Tired but happy Sheryl

( negatives )

Everyone says i am putting on weight , okay so be it . I AM FAT , shit you .

2008-05-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

Caught made of honour w/ bf . It was hilarious but i preferred What happened in vegas . I've been deprived of shopping & i cant wait for GSS .

Time's running out , its only 9 days to hell .
Chinese O'levels

2008-05-16T22:29:00.006+08:00

As usual , its coffee talks & gossiping sessions with bren . I've been growing horizontally quite alot recently , i should stop giving in to bf when he's hinting for food . Okay , back to the point . I enjoyed every date with bren because we think alike and laugh alike . I like the weather alot today , unlike yesterday .

Thank god i found you , uh huh ?
( Inside joke )

( Tell me , what does this looks like ? )

2008-05-15T20:20:00.003+08:00

Many more disheartening results are out today but thats not the point why i'm writing in now . I'm keeping everything to myself , its hard to explain such and i hate it . There's too much left unsaid .

Chances come and go , once its gone its gone . Dont regret

2008-05-14T11:31:00.001+08:00

Its raining , not a good sign . Its gonna drag the time i'm leaving my crib . I wanna see bf , i wanna sneak a puff but cigs are with him . Okay , this sucks . I am thinking of another solution to save this boring situation . Intensive mother tongue lessons are starting this friday . Explains why i've skipped school today , self proclaimed holidays rock big time .

2008-05-13T20:00:00.004+08:00

Results were out today , it was atrocious . I could'nt ask for more . When you dont put in the effort , you dont see the results . So to speak

( Privacy )

It's always dilemma when it comes to friends. I need friends that strengthens me & would be the last to pull me down . Its not about telepathy , not about the fun you had .Its not aquaintances that walk in and out of your life . Its as easy as it seems , but ask yourself who is your genuine friend ? I got tongue tied .

2008-05-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

Mother's day '08

Yes , you saw the worst of me . I got a swell in my eye . Happy mothers day , and mom i still love you although you are fking annoying ~~at times~~ / all the time .

2008-05-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

Surprised with breakfast right after sunrise this morning , thank you love . After that was an exceptionally wonderful day with girlfriends .Hanged around in town , ellen choked up my camera with a 100 of photographs & Wii made my hand ached so badly. Love the weather , love the night .

2008-05-09T22:36:00.004+08:00

TGIF ! Fridays are just so great , especially when exams ends on friday as well . So stress free at the moment & I'm glad . Watched what happened in vegas with JJ baby . I'm never wrong at selecting movies , right ? It was really a hilarious and romantic film . On a lovelier note , I am meeting my dearest ellen & qi tomorrow . Whatever , i cant help being excited . I've missed them , pretty badly .

2008-05-08T11:02:00.004+08:00

2007 & 2008

I've recovered a new cell phone after losing it 1 week ago . How should i spend my time on a humid thursday ? I'm glad its friday tomorrow . Extremely impatient with my short hair , wish you speedy growth .

2008-05-07T22:26:00.001+08:00

Summer is here & its a war between global warming and the air conditioner . The weather was temperamental & it did rain heavily . I was glad , not so anymore when i found it a hassle to leave my cottage . Exams was'nt too much of a glamourous thing to say . I suffered from monday blues & actually missed 2 damn papers .

2008-05-03T23:20:00.001+08:00

Night was lovely but could have been better if the weather was'nt so humid . It was Emest's bday celebration . Gatherings like this made me miss my girls quite alot . Its been afew months since we caught up with one another . Cant wait for simin's birthday ! If only i'm 18 ..

2008-05-02T21:16:00.013+08:00

Its amazing how schedules mess up your life . When you've planned it so well & something screws it up OR when sometimes you're so free , idling away and sometimes schedules are like so tight

This weekend's rather busy and also at the wrong timing . I'm having MYE's next week & not enough time to mug . Yesterday's chinese paper & orals screwed my mood . Met up w/ bren & her highness , me was too lazy to hit town so we spent our evening at kovan .

I love bren (:

2008-05-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

( 26.04.08 ) I did this during midnight when i'm actually supposed to go to bed . I have total no patience for baking and cooking , so this is the last i presume . Everything was worth it just to see the smile of yours . It shall be my first & last presence in the kitchen .

2008-04-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

Second trip to HSA this afternoon . Aftermath , met up with the boys . Had a good laugh over stupid jokes . The night was'nt too bad , except that baby was soo bad & i hated it . Laughs ! I want a puppy , a quiet Shih Tzu ? no , RS's Shih Tzu .

2008-04-29T15:51:00.008+08:00

MYE 's are due already & next month's going to be hard on me . I've not been studying for 3 entire months & its time to buck up. I should start being studious & chew on books for lunch . Its english tomorrow ! Favourite .

Mr Low Says , " Sheryl , stop getting one digits for your chemistry please . "
Yes , i wish too .

2008-04-28T19:35:00.006+08:00

( Edited / )

I lost my cell .
Friends , leave me your contact number in my haloscan . Thanks

Esp : Wanqi , Ellen , Simin , Weixin , Bren .

xoxo

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I'm back to crib . I appreciated those who've been concern about the loss . I'm not bothered by the lost phone at all , seriously . I'm just dying to find out the culprit . I've lost trust in the classmates & totally clueless on who to believe now . I dont even wish to speak to anyone in class anymore . If you should be guilty conscience , apologise to Mrs Lau that got so worried for me . Speak about karma , tell me about the evil .

2008-04-27T22:21:00.003+08:00

To those imbecile humans that assumed we could'nt last long .

Just wait & i make sure you eat back your words . So , dont gloat anymore . We're having many more months ahead , goodbye fuckers .

2008-04-26T23:56:00.011+08:00

Its been a long time since i saw brenda baobei & finally we made time for each other . Today's date with her was great . I can never get enough of her nonsence and whatever she claims .

Its been long since i had so many visuals in a day . Love laughing , shopping , fagging & talks with her . We've got so much to talk & realised reluctant-ness when its time to return home .

I must say she's a great newfound girlfriend .

& she can never get enough of reflections !!

2008-04-24T17:58:00.005+08:00

This is a very late (23.04.08 ) post .

Reason being , It was meant to be a surprise for my baby so i had to keep it a secret from him & not post it until today .

I got kamy as my coach on the simplest method of making oreo cheesecake . She's been a great help & very patient towards me although i've been repeatedly whining about my hands being tired . I just could'nt help being slow in everything & worse of all , CLUMSY.

Toppling things over has not been the first time already .

I just hope i made your day baby !

( More updates soon )

2008-04-22T21:38:00.002+08:00

An unknown teacher screwed my mood during relief period today . Damn , She suck BIG TIME . I'm still very bothered and unhappy about her . Thats all i could remember for today . My memory's definately failing me , Argh !!

Things got better between us & I dont have to stare into space throughout the night anymore . l've a hell lot of question marks in my mind still but dont know how to put it in words . Talk about trust , i trust you more than myself . & i had enough of disappointments . I dont want to get upset again . But no matter what , you are still so special [ J ] . I love you baby !

2008-04-22T14:15:00.001+08:00

Click to Play Slap Da Nerds !

Vent your anger (:

2008-04-19T14:49:00.002+08:00

Fucking cb , screw you for spoiling my saturday plans .
Whats up with the people around me recently?

2008-04-18T19:49:00.002+08:00

Friday is always the best day of the week !!

( Edited / )

Its saturday morning now & i chose to edit the entry instead . Last night was crazy & definately gratifying . My class cliques are so much of fun & i've just began to realise that i've missed out so much 2 years back from the very first time we became friends . But , better late than never huh . & I suck so badly at pool that kevin wants to play with me badly in order to win .
Anyway , it was a very last minute thing to meet up w/ them so i actually left crib without the least of foundation .

I've been contemplating over which movie i should catch later on for the whole morning already . If i could stop being fickle minded ..

2008-04-16T07:18:00.007+08:00

Only you can answer the question in my heart .

( EDITED/ )

The DMs in my school is a big time sucker & to be exact its only MR ZUL because he expects me to do 2 bloody essays and threatens to confiscate my cell if i dont finish the next day . What the hell ?! So much for being late for school .

I think i have been nice enough not to bear a grudge on him for reporting me to HSA & yet he still provokes ( !!! ) Screams . I have to go revise for mock exams , tests , MYE , & etc etc . Its Social studies & the singapore development thing tml . Its should be easy , i wish .

2008-04-13T23:35:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday , Mayling .

Saturday was disappointing .

Sunday was much better . Energy totally burnt out after the hectic day .

Complexion is failing me after a long day out under the sun .

I long for a extended breather . I long for love . I long for genuine friendship . I long for listening ears . I long for smiles .

You know best that i long for your presence most .

2008-04-11T12:30:00.005+08:00

Shopping with Chuling was definately rewarding . Huge damage in the pocket but talking about the loot made it worthwhile . Done with typing , mood's currently a wreck .

2008-04-08T15:24:00.005+08:00

Hectic & screwed schedules are driving me insane . I've overdued the fine payment & have to clear that debt by tomorrow . This week's full of many-things-undone & yet i still took time for granted . Will be finishing off undones before sunday clocks in . Cant wait .

Daydreaming is definately school's best past-time .

2008-04-06T22:27:00.003+08:00

Shutter was good . I finally get to catch it after a week of wishing for . My camera 's in a good shape now & its back in my hands . I lack sleep everyday . Weekends are great , but could have been better . I'll just yearn for my hair to grow longer , QUICKLY .

2008-04-04T23:08:00.001+08:00

Hanged out with the guys . They babysat the dogs for at least afew hours which made me missed my television show & dinner . But it was worth it , boys are always so entertaining . I can predict my leg muscles are gonna ache so badly later . School's CIP project made me walk down a block of stairs for 6 - 7 times . I'll go nap first .